Archive for September, 2005

The Real Jazz

Wednesday, September 28th, 2005

Happy Birthday Miles Davis

When comfort becomes discomfort

Wednesday, September 21st, 2005

Do you ever tell yourself, I’m too tired to do this, or I would rather just relax and watch television, and not do this task I’ve been putting off; then eventually you look around and notice that the task that you should have done has created certain small/unnoticeable or obvious/uncomfortable issues in your life?

Well, I’ll tell you first hand, some form of laziness hit me a few weeks ago, and subsequently, my room became a mess, I have 3 movies from Netflix that are unviewed, a stack of unread books, newspapers whose print never sees light, coupons unused, extra weight on my body, dust on my desk & bookshelf, etc… But tonight, for whatever reason, I said, let me take that baby step, and just fix up my room. Well, I did. And wow was it absolutely no effort. Then I was in my car, driving to and from a bar. I looked through my iPod, and I found this artist that I’ve meant to listen to for a long damn time.

Well tonight I listened to the fuckin album. And I realized very easily that in the circumstance that I there is something I know I should be doing, and for whatever don’t to superficially remain comfortable, I need to tell myself, get off your ass and do __________. I simply am much better off in the end. I complete the trivial task that otherwise was piling up with the rest, and feel less weight on my bok choy and lychees, which otherwise was rather a discomfort to me.

Simply, the comfort we often feel in just relaxing and pushing aside all else, ultimately creates a discomfort later on.

This doesn’t necessarily apply to all personality types, just the one that I have, and other adjacent types.